To Start Anew

Do I deserve a second chance?How can I define that?Being the type of person who's very unsure of herself,answering my question would lack my confidence on giving you an answer entirely.
For months I've been struggling trying to get back on the right track to the road of what I call success.Only, my supposedly attempt failed.It failed due to some reasons that kept me delaying on what I'm suppose to be doing.When ever I think about it,it irks me so much that,at one point I broke down and cried privately thinking that my life is fucked up because it's just not moving.It's NOT!I cant live like this.
Yes I've screwed up so bad in the past,wishingI shouldn't have slacked so much,that I'm deeply appalled with it.Reality have hit me so hard right now that,Ive come to realize how important education is(FYI:I was never ignorant with education.I just lacked the spirit then.But mind you I was .I was told how important whilst growing up but was never much serious about it.But what ever it was,im glad to have made such mistakes.Or this realization would never occur to me.
But i cant do this on my own without praying and belief in myself.I can work with the praying insyaallah..hehe...but its that belief in myself which i sometimes lack the confidence.I need that boost from Allah together from my family (especially my mother) and friends.
So I think i have a New Year's resolution-To get back on the track which i strongly deserve.Past mistakes learned,should be by now.In fact,it will be the greatest birthday present if i get to study again next year.Amin!
To my readers out there,with my last post of the year,i would like to wish you all Happy Holidays and A Happy Happy New Year.I hope you'll have a wonderful year ahead of you,despite what you are or what you're going through,anyone deserves it.Take care!

In A Blink of An Eye

My!Christmas just passed and its 6 days to the new year.It was just like yesterday i was celebrating the new year.Time really flies so fast and here I am again preparing for another new year s***!haha oh and another year older soon too *hint hint*No new year's resolution though.I have a huge problem committing to it =s i guess the only new year's resolution I should be making is to actually commit to my bloody resolutions ;p Merry Christmas to all & happy holidays.Engjoy yo xp

Boring Monday

Here's what i did on a boring afternoon.*points up*I fell from my bike on this little hill once before when i was about 7.Fell flat on the ground.My white shirt was a little torn.Got bruises on my chin,knees and palm.But never regretted it hehe;p What can I say,I'm an adrenalin junkie.Lack of extremity in this video eh=p.Anyway, i woke up pretty early around 5am to the sound of my brothers jamming?Can you believe it,jamming at 5am?Wrong timing these silly boys=p Had 5hrs of sleep only.In fact, i just woke up from a quick short nap.Did my laundry,watched 'The Holiday' on HBO.Throughout the movie ,I couldn't stop thinking how gay Jude Law is.OK maybe not gay,sisi?well he's just not man enough.Tried practicing 2 songs on the guitar.I'm struggling a little due to my inflexible short fingers especially to the song 'Halo'.But I'm getting the hang of it.So that's my Monday.Unproductive much ~nyeh

Sandi Thom

Sandi Thom's Rendition of Gnarls Barkley's 'Crazy'.I'm lovin' the jigs!

Another Birthday Shoutout

3 people i know are celebrating their birthday today.My best friend Shimah & my siblings Amani & Fathu (although they are of the same age,they're not twins.Don't be mistaken).We celebrated my siblings birthday last night.Had a mini barbecue.Azzam made a little presentation,his own 'Hey Delilah' rendition for the bday celebrants which is pretty sweet.As for Shimah,i wish that i could be there for her birthday so bad but i cant unfortunately =( Sorry love,there'll be next time i hope,insyaallah.Anyway, hope these birthday celebrants are having a smashing good time turning another year older,another year wiser.Love you all.Oooh and i hope it's not too late to say 'Happy World Aids Day' as well.Stay safe everyone.Ciao!

7am with Piggy

Woke up pretty early yesterday.Watched my sister bathe her guinea pig,Piggy.Whats funny about Piggy is no one at home knows its gender so it was given 2 names.If its a female:Ms. Piggy Raspushia. Male:Mr. Norbit Piggy.Some of you might be familiar with these name if you've watched Eddie Murphy's 'Norbit' movie.Could Piggy's life get any more confusing?

Happy Birthday

A big shout out to my sister,Khairunnina @ Khai who is turning 19 today.Unfortunately for us (no cake wah *jokes*) she's not here to celebrate it with us back here in Brunei as she is in Singapore right now.I'm sure she's having a blast,lucky for her ;p I love you kantut XD

TheUnionN-John Mayer

I love love this medley of 'Waiting on the World to Change' and Alicia Key's 'No One' very much.Hot stuff!

Funny Alicia Keys Mtv ads

There are other 3 more in You Tube.I picked these 4 'cause they were to me the funniest (actually 3 but i can't resist the one with John innit ;p).I don't expect any of you to be an A.Key's fan to watch it xp