Out of the blue

Just wrote this down a couple of minutes ago.It's been a while since i last wrote poems.Surprisingly for me it didn't took long to complete this short piece although certain changes were made.Don't have a title for this yet though.Is it best titled 'Untitled'?=s

I am a description of colour
a blend of black,blue and red
the feelings in my soul
the songs from my heart
never-ending dramas in my life
All underneath my skin
that's covered in white.

We

Stand still,Look pretty

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty


...And then it hits me and I can't
Even believe this is my life

Everyday I try my best to think that being in this position is not a curse but a blessing.I don't want to end up hating you for the rest my life.Especially when you made me your own.Please don't make me leave you because I really don't want to.But it seems like that is what you want me to do.It hurts to love you sometimes that it bleeds right through my soul.I don't want to snap one day and question "Am I a big Mistake?"

Raya Blues

2 weeks of Raya has passed and it was BORING!The atmosphere wasn't raelly festive nor lively.I guess it's because most people are overseas or busy with exams(Good luck to those who are sitting for any exams.All the best!)The only thing that made up my Raya was fireworks-watching them and playing with it.My open house sucked as well.Not much people came-I thank those who came.I was pleased to see you lighting up my boring lonely life!

I think i'm starting to be caught in between 2 again and i hate this because i know I'll always end up with nothing.I'm so f***king indecisive!or am I just making myself think that way when its actually not?s***;p